At 1:33AM on January 21st I ordered 50 different colors of nail polish on Amazon after, of course, having had a few too many to drink. I don't have any memory of making the purchase, but I sure am glad I had enough sense to stop at 50.
Do I regret making this purchase? Not really. I mean. just look at all those options. I won't have to buy another shade for, at least, a year.
So far, the best part about being single is this kind of shit. I don't have to think about this as a lesson to be learned or how i should have spent that money on rent or bills or remembering my boyfriend's birthday or whatever the case may be. I have never made a habit out of spending money on myself or buying myself presents.
This was different.
I was simply able to shop on Amazon after one in the morning just...because.
Just.
Because.
and you know what, God damnit, I deserve it!
and when my ex moved out and we had to divvy up our things did i want the bed?
No.
Did I want to sleep on the floor for the next 5 months?
Well, no, but...
I never wanted to see that bed again. I just wanted to be done.
Yesterday, while at work, it hit me. Smack in the face.
I got up, drove to Macy's and bought myself, my first ever on my own purchase of this magnitude, my very own queen size bed.
QUEEN SIZE!
The bed is, ironically, to be delivered on Valentine's Day and I know that, for me, that is the day I will get some of the best sleep I've ever had in my life.
So, today, I celebrate.
and today I celebrate by wearing the color "flip flop"
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